In a weeks time Just So will be finished forever. A sad prospect in my eyes. I think there will be feelings of relief amongst the people who feel that their lives have been ruled, nay, dictated by this show for the best part of seven months. However we will miss it. I have never in my life endured such an emotional roller coaster as a result of something like this:
First came the excitement for the proposal and the auditions
Then the jealousy at the casting (I'm so nasty sometimes)
Then the acceptance
Then the loss of confidence
Then the period of nonchalance and indifference
Then the excitement and motivation
Then the apprehension
And now, a feeling of terror. I'm also worried that people think I have a much bigger part than I really do. On the contrary; being a mahusive drama queen I have managed to squeeze every last ounce of over-reaction and blown-out-of-proportion-ness out of my role. What can I say! I love the drama.
I'm falling really rather behind with the work at the momento. I feel 'on top of things' if I can narrow it down to 4 overdue assignments. It's getting a bit desperate. And exams in May! Oh dear gosh. On the upside though, I am nearly ready to take my driving test so watch out world! I will terrorize the roads of Hampshire and West Sussex yes indeed.
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