And it's the end of an era.

Just So is over.
I don't really know what I will do with my weekday evenings / Saturday mornings for a little while. With such a short run after such a comparatively huge period of rehearsal, it feels like we hardly reached the summit of our potential. Every evening we pushed that little bit harder, got a bit more applause, a bit more laughter. It was so much fun and no-one in the cast can be faulted. Every one was absolutely amazing and I will miss it hugely! I really really did embrace my inner rhino in the end and I am now very protective over my role! She is my very own rhino.

I suppose all I can do now is immerse myself in my studies to make up the lost time (pfffft.)

Yum. I do love a good cuppa tea. The thought just crossed my mind. Very possibly prompted by the mug that is standing right in front of me.

xxx

Skin or fur or feathers..

In a weeks time Just So will be finished forever. A sad prospect in my eyes. I think there will be feelings of relief amongst the people who feel that their lives have been ruled, nay, dictated by this show for the best part of seven months. However we will miss it. I have never in my life endured such an emotional roller coaster as a result of something like this:
First came the excitement for the proposal and the auditions
Then the jealousy at the casting (I'm so nasty sometimes)
Then the acceptance
Then the loss of confidence
Then the period of nonchalance and indifference
Then the excitement and motivation
Then the apprehension
And now, a feeling of terror. I'm also worried that people think I have a much bigger part than I really do. On the contrary; being a mahusive drama queen I have managed to squeeze every last ounce of over-reaction and blown-out-of-proportion-ness out of my role. What can I say! I love the drama.

I'm falling really rather behind with the work at the momento. I feel 'on top of things' if I can narrow it down to 4 overdue assignments. It's getting a bit desperate. And exams in May! Oh dear gosh. On the upside though, I am nearly ready to take my driving test so watch out world! I will terrorize the roads of Hampshire and West Sussex yes indeed.

xxx

Cowboy.

Yee-hah. Sitting at the computer with my most favourite person in the world. With a cup coffee made by that self same person. Yum yum. (That refers to the coffee and the person.)

Yay.

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